Keeps getting worse, 180 not working

[Buxom]

Thank you foist! All good points that I used to have in my control. The last few years have ground me down and this last year with the breast cancer treatments, I'm both physically and emotionally drained.
I do rehash a lot! Working on that and processing a different way of dealing. Hard work that I know will serve me well. I have been reading and rereading all the suggestions on my thread and ill be prepared for the worst.