It's hard, as I'm sure everyone here understands... when she's all into her phone (I presume she's talking to a guy, no real idea though) it makes me question this. It (for obvious reasons) makes me feel less, not enough. I tend to think "is whomever she's talking to THAT important? more important than her child, mom and spouse?" yes. yes. they. are.
When she's present with me / the family, the woman I married is there, she's fully there. The kind, loving, funny, caring woman I married is there. -I guess those are the moments I'm sure what I'm doing is worth it.
I used to think she was trying to get a rise out of me, I'd get mad or upset if she was just on her phone, I'd make a negative remark, now I try something new and keep my mouth shut. I cant control her anyway. But I refuse to react.
Anyone else feel like "damn I've made it another day" like it's some accomplishment? cus my day is almost halfway over and that's how I'm feeling right about now.
