Still here and need support 2

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a few things that WAW said a few weeks ago continue to bother me and I wanted to ask for feedback. WAW said that I was a major reason that she moved out. I believe this is just to provide more justification in her mind for her decisions but it still does bring about guilt and thought about what things I did to drive her away. I know that I bear some of the burden but I never turned my back on her nor did I leave. I'm still here waiting for her to come back. The other thing was her stating that she intends to be married again and would not agree to having someone over when d7 was there. having little to no contact with someone who you have been with for over 12 years is just so surreal. I couldn't fathom my really close friends ever doing anything like what WAW has. on a positive note, I decided on a last minute trip to visit some friends out of town. It will be good to get away and there will be lots of good laughs with this bunch.