Hey Cherry, you're stressing about things that you can't control. That's why you're so tired, well besides the pregnancy :-)

You control your actions, disregard his, so difficult still, but until you do so, you're on his roller-coaster.

This morning I got back on my XWW's rollercoaster, but I am feeling it and letting it go. I have no control over her, even less since we're divorced (LOL), but still reacted to her incongruent words and actions. I have been through hell, and know how to get out. So feel it, deal with it and then heal from it.

Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.