3 Months since she said i dont love you (3)

[Natus]

At this stage im not thinking about new family, wife etc but i find myself moving on. WAS thinking maybe.

For my own sanity and because since BD she has not only said IDLY but told me she cant and never will again in the future. Hear that enough times and the door i was keeping ajar was starting to kill me.

Im closing the door. Its not locked but i know how stubborn my STBXW is. Like all things she will expect me to open the door for her and i cant anymore.

Thats not to say there might not be a future relationship cause god knows what will happen in the future. Right now though the M is fully dead and i will only focus on me and my boy. I will mostly likely see the D by the end of the year or atleast start filling by end of year ~cause i know she wont (again i have to do everything) but i dont want to be tied to this person who does not care about me anymore.