Cherry, thanks so much for the support! I do not want to leave mbr. He's moved in while I'm away so I don't know what will happen when I'm home. Can I be so direct as to say your words?? Why should I be the one to leave when it's not what I want? I've got about 24 hours to pull myself together. This being away was supposed to help me strengthen and rest but it's been very difficult emotionally as I no longer have my denial shielding me. My eyes are wide open and I hurt, years worth of hurt.
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
