New here and separated

[bodhi]

Welcome, but sorry to see you here Coly. While I don't like seeing new people here, it makes me feel a bit more connected to see another female here. It seems the majority of DBers are male. We're all in this together though.

I wouldn't place too much importance on the fact that he said he didn't love you. People say all sorts of things when they're angry. If he's still greeting you with a kiss, I'd say that's out of love not just habit. I don't know your H, but just IMO.

Personally, I would continue with the kisses, but that's just me.