doodler - I respect what your saying, and I have thought of what other "ingredient" could there be...and yes, I have probably thought of all it.
I'm not proud to say, but in this situation, I may definitely be an over achiever in being just breaking down my wife little by little over the years to her current state.
Stating it today, I would be shocked, if this has anything to do with any other individual(s), because I know what I've done and the damage I have caused.
Any rationale person would of kicked me to the curb a long time a go. In a way i wish my W did, and i would of gotten my act together sooner (that's what I hope would of happen).
