New and going through a Hybrid Seperation

[ForGump]

It’s only been 3 weeks, but my heart is broken, I’m an emotional wreck (I don’t show it for W and kids), and I have anxieties she will find someone else (she’s beautiful, stop wearing her rings, and now obsessed with her looks).

This is how I feel. My guts feel hollowed out and I feel dead, a zombie. I'm still fully infatuated with my W's beauty, and that makes me feel jealous for whoever is/will be with her.