3 Months since she said i dont love you (3)

[Natus]

Well someone might be interested in the house. This will give me some much needed leeway financially. I dont have to worry bout place to stay as my Parents house is mansion-like and empty rooms. Advantages of living in a sleepy small country. Everyone has huge houses.

Im day dreaming about it. With some cash in hand ill be able to let go some debts and have a much needed break. Maybe head to Nepal.

Am i day dreaming too much. Am i rushing things. We've only physically separated 2 weeks but the 5 months before that and her current actions, i dont see anyway back to reconciliation. I dont even think i want too anymore.