A bit of a setback this afternoon. Something in me just ripped open, and I had a bit of a crying fit around 2:30. Had a lump in my throat the next 2 hours and of course on the way home S had to ask "where's Mommy" 4 different times. I didn't do anything stupid like text "how are you" but I haven't been sad like this in a while.

As I watch my little guy devour some chips, I know I'm not a quitter. I'm prepared to D if that's where it goes, but I'm just going to keep pushing along.

Me: 35 W: 32
S: 4
T: 6 M: 4
Physical Separation official: 5/21
Currently: DR/DBing, Focusing on me and son

Cheating on a good person is like throwing away a diamond and picking up a rock.