She has been against MC and also IC. She was reading self help material, but says she is unable to focus when reading. It seems like she wants to prevent her own progress. She has talked about internal conflict, that she tells herself that she shouldn't be trying to work things out and questioning her every move. Although she says she's just hurt and harbors no resentment towards me, which is laughable given her behavior. I knew this wasnt going to be easy, but I think I set myself up secretly being hopeful and expecting a breakthrough moment.
