Thanks for the reminder, Doodler. I do have many pots of flowers on two deck and on patio. I'm decluttering the house and attend to my horses as weather permits. I have other things I'm busy with and have been for months. Maybe I need another hobby?
In my journaling today, it became a letter to WH of support and understanding I have toward his underlying reasons for the MLC and affair... sex abuse and childhood neglect. It melts my heart but I do not accept his current coping. In the letter, which I will not give to him, I outline my understanding and intent to be his rock , or lighthouse. It sorted thru some thots and feelings and gave me a different perspective on the sitch.
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
