Thanks Cristy, ForGump and Doodler. Doodler, I will try what you suggested, I hope it works!
ForGump, i see that you are new like me! I came home from work this afternoon and just sobbed my heart out whilst reading the Quotes thread. It's full of really valuable advice given in the past for various situations and I would recommend you look at it if you haven't already. It really helped me see that no matter how hopeless I feel everything is at the moment there are people on here who want to help with advice, support and love. At the moment I feel like I am withdrawing far too much from the Bank of Friends (although I know they do not feel like that!) so to know I can come here to vent is a God send!!
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')