I'm still house sitting and starting third day away. Having a hard time getting to sleep and harder time getting up. More depression setting in? I'm feeling everything, trying to accept reality as it is and move on. That is what IC said is the way to process emotions. I'm wondering if I'm still dwelling to much or is it processing the unbelievable stuff I'm living through?
Today is focus on me day. Yesterday I read too much on DR and MLC and realised I was getting into focus on him and future more. Again! Reconditioning of my thoughts is needed.
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again
