I was still angry this morning so I decided to go to a 12-step meeting (Adult Children of Alcholics). It was really helpful, my anger just melted away and I also had a great hour of conversation with a young woman afterwards.
If you have any opportunity to go to a 12-step meeting - and there's so many varieties - I highly recommend it. You may find a connection there that can match the one you're missing from your WS.
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17