WH texted today just a check in, "How's it going?" I waited four hours to respond with "Good thanks!" Pretty proud of self then a few mins ago he asked where are the brownies. He meant the special brownies and seemed irked they were gone, he hadn't remembered. I answered too quickly, but I did it cos he sounded irked and I wanted the sitch over with. I asked him what was up and he said what he was doing. My next thot was, don't believe anything he says. I then ended it by saying my battery was dying. I hope I salvaged the sitch. Even just a text can set off the anxiety. I end up feeling ambushed even if it's pleasant

Who is this man and what did he do to my husband?!? I see glimmers of my guy and then he disappears. If he follows pattern, I won't hear from him tomorrow.

Pact with myself... no more than three emails or text Responses in a day. I will not initiate either.


Me54 WH48
S18 D16
M 22 T 24
EA-PA-EA 2011-2015
Separated 10/14 - 06/15
BD1 02/14
BD2 05/16
BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again
Working on me and liking me again