Thanks for you response Buxom. After knowing he lied about the lease on his flat I have decided I won't ask anymore questions. It's all too painful to know the person who you thought loved you unconditionally now continually tells lies. I just feel like I am getting mixed signals from him but I'm not sure if up I am just making them up to suit me!
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')