My wife walked out 4

[RSG]

I feel like it's just an excuse to try to have a chat with me, and sometimes that I'm her go to when she's bored.

Not only is it an excuse for her, but it is controlling behavior.

Sandi, I see. Every weekday I have him, 8AM and somewhere between 5-6PM. How was dropoff? How was his day? She could look at the cameras in the AM to see how he is, and call the teacher in the PM to ask about his day.....IF she were that worried, and independent. She's used to her H answering these questions to put her mind at ease, because as a H it's no big deal. Still feel like an ahole sometimes because she gets really stressed and I believe has developed a blood pressure issue, but she needs to understand what D feels like. She likes to say "it's not your choice" (ie D or Reconciliation) but then gets huffy when I'm not instantly available. You know, like a H!! I don't think the woman has any concept as to what D would actually mean....

LT0402, I have become so much more confident. It's ironic, and kinda sad, but since this started at the beginning of 2016, my relationship w/my S has grown amazingly. He loves me more than ever, and it feels so good! He exhausts me, but those hugs and kisses put such smiles on my face. Dressing better, wearing cologne, shaving more regularly (and going beardless) has made me feel really good about how I look.