There is much heartbreak and destruction, abuse and hurt.
It's time to begin to rebuild and reframe so that I understand so it will not be repeated.
For the first timever I felt lonely, facing my mums illness and family stuff without a partner.
I went on a date too, Mr Gentleman. I am sad to say my soul isn't ready. I am concious that I still carry excess weight too and my very best clothes don't fit yet. Although I am confident enough.
So dating is back burnered again until I feel more ready.
My emotions are very raw still and my skin burns and smarts from the sheer embarrassment of the things I know.
Not good.
Still, I have the gift of time.
I continue to exercise and eat well, slowly slowly inching forwards.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
