Episode 3 - The Divorce Awakens

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bodhi-

I feel like I'm much further along than you, and I definitely support you staying strong and in control. In my case, it's pretty much over. The papers have been served, I have been doing everything in my power to fix my personal problems that have contributed to my D - my addiction problems, the lying, I've been going to 12 step meetings and therapy, I've been trying to GAL as much as I can while being bedridden most of the time. I'm at the point right now where - it's just too painful, this D train is rolling and I am not even able to say what's in my heart?

Now that I have said and done everything I could - I feel like I can let go of all expectations, and accept the D is happening. It's much easier to deal with my life and all of the legal stuff that's coming up for me, without walking on eggshells.

I'm not quite there, but I'm at the point where I *want* to not care anymore. Sooner or later I'll get there and it will be easier for me to deal with everything.