Hardest thing for me which sounds like you are going thru is "family unit"
It is the part that hurts the most as I was at the beach and saw other families together and it kills me. It feels like this is being robbed from me and my daughter.
But I would ask yourself if its the family unit or "HER" and not being with her that brings you sadness? I am finding its the family unit more if I am honest with myself right now. Maybe its the resentment, anger or detachment
Maybe thinking that way and seeing what is really making you sad can help?
_________________________ Me-48 Spouse-WAW 52 Married for 10 years D7 ILYBNILWY 7/15 Suspect EA/PA 12/15 No confirmation/denial She files 1/2016 Working towards the Big D ...still in progress....