Episode 3 - The Divorce Awakens

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I know you have been going through a rough time with your sitch and then your health. I can not imagine the struggle mentally and emotionally you are trying to plow through as physically I was in great great condition and I know that aided in my mental recovery.
I sense in your postings a man that knows much more deep down in his heart about how to get through this and be strong about it. Your daily gratitude and other efforts in a tough situation show me that.
I also remember how just a short time ago I was in the emotional state that nothing positive seemed to stick no matter who said it. But deep down I knew they were right, but my mind would not accept it. But they were right.
Now I look back and want to smack myself in the head because I was so lost and for no reason. Well there was a reason but the affect mentally was unlike anything I ever experienced.
So I don't ramble on, my point is I can see that you are a good dude and you are in the LBS fog something thick.
Don't stop!
Don't ignore those that have gotten out of it and are calling out to assist you. Don't give into the despair. It is your mind trying to protect itself, but in reality it is causing more harm than needed.
Take control of those reigns from the autopilot mind and keep going.

Be kind to those sharing advice and 2x4's as you know they want to help. Arguing the advice does not help. They know the pain and work needed to clear the fog. They do not judge you nor look down on you. They were there just as you are. You don't have to accept not believe the advice,but I would challenge you try it out before making a conclusion. New header sitch is different, but there are many similarities and that is how we build up to a good place. Have you sought out success stories? I have and the success comes from many approaches, but similarities exsist as well. MWD has studied and compiled that info. M stated to have some ground work than none right? We gotta give our best effort from there.

Be well today my friend and may you feel some peace and calm.
I am here to support encourage and try to talk sense to you when needed. But it is your journey and you will decide how you proceed and what advice you will follow if any.