Still here and need support 2

[poschan]

going through a variety of emotions and feelings these past few days, sadness to joy and back and forth. I want my family unit back but I also have big reservations about my WAW. lack of commitment to the family seems to be one of the biggest issues as I am not sure I want to be with someone who does not have the same commitment that I do. I know, WAW seems to have exited for good anyway and I have no choice in the matter. What happened to "through sickness and health"...I guess the vows are not as important to her than me. I did some GAL for myself these past few days getting out an kayaking. I still haven't done a meetup event yet as I have had too much work on my plate. WAW still hasn't filed for D which I guess is a good thing...