My wife walked out 4

[RSG]

So, I'm having a love/hate thing with going dim. W texted once about us + confirmed our schedule for this week, so I felt like she was fine w/o us and I wondered about that a couple times.

Today, just as I clock in I get a text right at 8AM "how was dropoff." Annoyed me, and I haven't answered it. LOL bipolar much am I? I've told her to check the cameras, that I'd update her at the end of the day, and she must know he's doing well with Daddy regardless. I feel like it's just an excuse to try to have a chat with me, and sometimes that I'm her go to when she's bored.

I feel like I'm kind of stuck in this place, and don't know when/if things will change. I'm loving the time with my boy, I feel like I can do the single Dad thing and I can live life and be happy w/o her. That said, it's tough not knowing what's going on AND knowing that if I ask any questions I probably go back about 50 steps! I used the frightened deer analogy before, but squirrel might be better. I can take a baby step per day, but if I step on a branch (ie ask about her) she gets frightened and scurries off into the distance!

Just gotta keep on keepin on. I hate being patient, but that's the only chance I have. Do me, my boy and WAIT.