Third time's a charm, I hope.

[bodhi]

I honestly have no idea. The last thing that he had said to me was that he "wished very badly it went any other way" (than the divorce). We haven't talked since then, so I don't really know what's going on with him.

One part of me says "absence makes the heart grow fonder," the other part of me says "out of sight, out of mind." At the same time I keep thinking if he wanted contact with me, he would do so. But at the same time, all I want is contact with him and yet I'm not contacting him. As I mentioned, he's extremely stubborn. So that could be it. Or it could be that he really wants a divorce and is just moving on and not contacting me to make that easier on himself.

It's really, really confusing.