Ok this is where it begins to $uck .. A lot. Have D's for the first night. House clean, groceries and snacks to eat. Went to wm to get stuff for church camp later on the week with d8. She picked out her little shampoo and conditioner ect ect... Then it's back home with face buried in iPad watching videos. Bed time it hits... Crying about missing mommy, and when will mommy be home? We went through his I wasn't there last week while she was at nana's with W . D13 got home from movies and that seemed to help... Just now getting to bed and she seems now.
I can't help but feel immense anger twords W .. No matter what breakdown she's going through or problems or feelings she's facing this is effecting our daughters lives FOR EVER...selfish B/tch...and all I ever hear her say is about how much she cares for kids and her f'n happiness..not in that order


Me:47 XW 43
D15 D10
Together 17 married 15
Bd : Mother's Day 2015
Sep :July 2015
Divorce final October 2016