I also find it hard to be on the forums here to read the hardships that may lay ahead for me and my kids S18 & D16.
The MLC ones made me cry this morning.

The veil of denial lifted from me over the last week and I go back and forth between anger and sadness, both bring tears

Me54 WH48
S18 D16
M 22 T 24
EA-PA-EA 2011-2015
Separated 10/14 - 06/15
BD1 02/14
BD2 05/16
BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again
Working on me and liking me again