Lost at the moment (2)

[lfm]

Thanks RDS. I'm finding that making this decision wasn't as hard or difficult as I thought I would. I thought I would feel more like I did following BD, but I don't have any of those types of emotions right now.

I think all of that tells me that I'm making the correct decision becuase I'm really not that torn up about it (at least not over the past couple of days). I think what upsets me more is that we are closing on the house we were supposed to spend the rest of our days in on Tuesday. One we are building new and picked everything out together on. I'll be sad to let that go when we get around to splitting up assets as it was a big accomplishment to get to. Don't get me wrong, we've built houses together before, but this was supposed to be the last one that we would retire in.

Once the house is gone it truly will feel like i'm starting over. I'm looking forward to new experiences as I've never lived alone, although I'll still have the kidws around, but it will end up at some point being my household and mine alone.

Best of luck with your situation as well RDS!