This is ok you know. It's part of you, look how far you have come.
It requires managing and observing, just is.
Simply is ok to be authentic and honest about it.
We all have this stuff when our R fail it unnerves us, upsets our being and makes us wobble.
It's normal human emotion to say I feel very insecure and emotional. You can never deny your emotions and it's baffling to others if you do. This is bravery and shift to say so, movement forward. It's acceptance of self and knowing it just gets like that sometimes.
I recollect with H1 (who died) I used to say I need a hug now and that somehow just let me cry my wobbles away. With xWH he just use to say go sort it yourself and that was tougher and escalated the wobbles. So ask for what you need it's allowed. A great partner is one who validates that need and returns the favour, strikes me you have that in spades.
You are allowed to watch the wobbles go by, there goes another one. That's a wobble behind me now. Onwards.
I Internet give you permission to wobble. Truly I do.
It's fine.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
