she is acting nice to me. she is acting as if she wants to be friends. Did she somehow forget that she cheated on me multiple times? or that the rough draft of the divorce papers came to both of us a few days ago?
she would like nothing more than to be bff an co parent our kids. it seems that she thinks that there would be no guilt on her part if i was ok with everything. like she would get a get out of jail free card. this is the stuff that drives me bonkers.
imo she is trying to smooth things over between us, like its no big deal. treating divorce, (separating assets, homes for our children, lies, cheating, secrets ) as if we were picking out the color of paint for the living room. its madness. and i can see it already. im going to be the bad guy. im going to be labeled the jerk.
all of my friends, family, coworkers, have told me, "you are a great guy, you did nothing wrong, you gave her every chance in the world, you can walk away with no blood on your hands" but that just doesnt cut it for me. some day, maybe next week, maybe 10 years from now. she will hopefully wake up. and see what SHE did. until then, it seems she will be in this fog of "why is HE acting so cold towards me ???? " end of rant
