This is all so hard, I was sure I would be strong and stand by the way I felt.

I went to pick up my daughter and my W asked me if I would be coming over for her birthday cake tomorrow and I said no I can't do it. She then made me feel like I was that bad guy saying "you don't have to let the fact you're angry at me make you miss Ds birthday"

I hate this all so much when ever I think I have clarity and have things under control it takes less then a 1 minute conversation with W to make me feel like I'm doing everything wrong. I am going to stick to what I feel and that is I do not want to be in her house or spend any time I don't have to around her

ME- 31 W-25
T-5 M-3
D2
ILYBNILWY and moved out - FEB16
W seeing someone else - JUL16