Hey Bigybiz,
I've been kind of quiet on here because I haven't really had any news to post. But how did counseling go?

We went once and I thought it was really positive, but now W doesn't seem to want to go back. I don't know if she's scared of hearing that I am hurting or what.

I need to be more active on these posts. I need the support. I do pray for everyone on here by name every morning. I know I'm slipping and falling into despair due to the unknown future. When this all first began I felt like I had a direction. Now, I just feel lost. I guess what I'm saying is, can you please pray for guidance for me? For me to find my direction and take it?


M:36 W:31 D:12
M: 8/9/10
ILYBNILWY/"want space": 2/14-ish/16
W moved out 5/24/16.