Dinner was good once again. WW looked good. She was being more physical this time which threw me off my game for sure. Nothing major but things like interlocking arms, hand holding etc which does not seem like a lot, but when you have not had that for 13 months it is strange to have it back. It definitely made me feel awkward and a bit uncomfortable to be honest.
Anyway, we had a nice dinner and then sat outside watching a crazy lightening storm for a while talking. It was funny she was talking about her car and how she is ready for a new one. She goes you know I like to switch in and out...I was like yea I know you like to switch things up. She was goes what is that supposed to mean? then I just changed the subject.
I walk her back to her car and she gives me a real tight hug and hits me with a pretty good kiss. Not overly passionate or anything, but a kiss nonetheless. I was thinking about doing it all night... it would have been a good 180 but I just couldn't bring myself to do it.
Now I guess I just keep doing the same thing right? I feel like we need a relationship talk but I don't want to bring it up. Just keep going slow and know that one has to happen if anything is going to really change in our situation.
