Thank you for the compliments and no, reading threads is not stalkish. I read many myself and found it very helpful.
I also had times when I would need to take a break from the boards. Sometimes the reality of the situation needs to be put on a shelf.
I agree with other posters. If you don't think D is the answer, let H know it, but continue on. I'm sorry to hear the latest. Hang in there and stay true to yourself.
M
Me 48 H 46 S 11 M 2004 BD 8/13 H moved out 2/15 -live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-