Heading into the city with WW again tonight. Moving too fast? Moving too slow? Am I doing the right thing? Does this even mean anything?? I try not to even think of any of that right now. I go, have a good time, see a bit of the girl I married, come home and keep moving forward. I just focus on the time and not worry about the future. No expectations and I really don't have any. I feel like her asking to move back in and her asking to move forward with D are equally likely.
Things have been pretty much the same this week. The contact is about 65/35 at the moment, her being the 65. I still maintain my plans and do not plan around things with her in mind. I have a half marathon on sunday and have plans to go hiking one day next weekend.
I do think we have entered a new phase though and I think I need to re-read divorce busting with this perspective in mind. When I read it the last time, I was in a completely different mind set and being in this position was so so far away.
Oh yea, tomorrow is the anniversary of her moving out... go figure.
