A new crossroad reached

[mleigh4]

Oh, I forgot to mention a moment of self reflection with H. We were watching the very first episode of SNL. He commented that he used to stay up late when he was young and watch it with his dad. I said really, it wasn't very age appropriate for you, was it? He said "no, it wasn't, maybe thats why I am so screwed up"

I laughed and looked over at H, he was not laughing. He got very serious followed by silence. Possibly he is starting to look back at some childhood things...

One thing I know for sure, I don't feel like the enemy with him any longer. The dynamic between us is very different. I don't get the feeling he is hiding things from me, or needing to get away from me, all those feelings I used to have. I feel there is a trust rebuilding between us that makes fora very comfortable atmosphere.