yeah, I'm not trying to make much of it... this is the first time I've been "bothered" in a while though. something about knowing her hotness in a bikini, without a ring on, and so far away...
I realize none of that really matters in the grand scheme of things... as she's already proven she doesn't need to be miles away, or without her ring, to stray from me to OM, but still, it does bother me.
I'm trying to figure out what's made things different this time... why do I care now? Why is this lodged in my head... hindering my progress... It shouldn't be...
