Maybe I got the Friday itch or something, but I'm having feelings of resentment today that my W has spent the week on a beach while I've been working my tail off. There's been no communication since Tuesday evening... I think she's trying to DB me! But it's not the no communication that's bothering me, it's normal to go 3-4 days without talking, I guess it's been hard to get over the "real" conversations we had over the weekend... In these talks she lays down heavy hints that she wants us to get back together in the future, but just isn't willing to put it all out there on the table. This process was actually easier when she was full blown committed to hating me and not wanting anything to do with me in her future at all.
The last texts we were talking about books as she wanted something to read while she was there, I sent a few over and the conversation then went weird... she sent two texts to me saying "you shouldn't do XYZ" and "you shouldn't do <this and that>"... (just talking about general personality traits... for whatever reason, she decided after a book recommendation, she'd attack who I am as a person)... in the past I would've tried to defend why XYZ is "okay", but that's actually where the conversation ended. I never texted back, and neither has she.
Our big dog's birthday is this weekend and I bought him a little cake (yes, he's spoiled), and plan on having a little dog party on Sunday. I mentioned to her that "you know there is a birthday this weekend" and she was aware... I was thinking about asking if she was wanting to come to the "cake-eating party", then I laughed (ironic, right?), and as of now, I don't know if she's coming back to town tonight, tomorrow, or sunday... If she doesn't text or call back with details, I guess she just won't come to the party...
