Cadet, I have not been pursuing. I've been much better. At first he moved forward with my nonpursuing, now he's more distant. Coincidence? It feels punitive. Is this the ugliness I was warned of?

I will start new thread afternoon after I have my DB phone session.
Thanks cadet for responding. I do feel more alone. Col


Me54 WH48
S18 D16
M 22 T 24
EA-PA-EA 2011-2015
Separated 10/14 - 06/15
BD1 02/14
BD2 05/16
BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again
Working on me and liking me again