Cadet, I have not been pursuing. I've been much better. At first he moved forward with my nonpursuing, now he's more distant. Coincidence? It feels punitive. Is this the ugliness I was warned of?
I will start new thread afternoon after I have my DB phone session. Thanks cadet for responding. I do feel more alone. Col
Me54 WH48 S18 D16 M 22 T 24 EA-PA-EA 2011-2015 Separated 10/14 - 06/15 BD1 02/14 BD2 05/16 BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again Working on me and liking me again