Tofbrks - I just read your story. You asked if anyone had other advice. I am not much for advice in the M department right now, but I saw a few things in this thread about you being killed. That sounds like something to be taken seriously. I'm not sure if I overlooked anything about law enforcement or not, but please keep you and you D's safe man. I will say that after all of what you have written you still seemed slightly open to R in the future. As they say, "ain't love a B" You seem like you have a good heart sir, I wish it peace.
"There is no more important fight than the one for ourselves. Keep on winning." Ginger1, Read her newbies. BD: Feb '16 D: Mar '17 Piecing: Putting the self back together was my piecing. S6