I would rather you be in a better sitch, but you will find people at various stages here to help. I am still new here as well and will tell you I have done many posts at different levels of emotion. There is a lot of reading to do here and it takes a lot of time to do it, especially when you factor in the books. So you may do what I did and begin posting stuff before you finish reading everything, because it always feels desperate and you want immediate answers. There are no answers here which will cure this in a small period of time. There are however, experienced and educated people who will guide us along the way, slap us back in bounds, and pick us up after the nosebleed. That's been my experience anyway. [censored] for my employer - I've been sneaking onto this site for two weeks now.
"There is no more important fight than the one for ourselves. Keep on winning." Ginger1, Read her newbies. BD: Feb '16 D: Mar '17 Piecing: Putting the self back together was my piecing. S6
