Detachment and the end of limbo, sort of...

[Phoebe]

SH, hearing from you is a nice way to start the day.

I hope you have a great day.

[Painter]

Phoebe, I'm so happy that your chicken were so hardy! Keeping my fingers crossed for continued improvement.

It sounds like you are working very hard and staying busy and somewhat social. Hope you get time to do something fun and relaxing, as well.

So both mom and L are coming with on the trip? That's great, you'll have lots of support and get lots done quickly. I'm sure it will still be hard emotionally. We're here for you!

[SH_]

How are you doing this evening? Hope all of the chicks are doing well and still on the mend.

Sleep well my sweet Phoebe.

((((Phoebe))))

[Phoebe]

Hi there, SparrowHawk and Painter! It's very good to see your posts and your kindness.

It's been a crazy busy stretch of days, helping L-friend to move. Never mind that it's also been hot and humid, which surely doesn't make anything any easier. I've been gettin by to sleep between 2 and 4 am every night for the last 10 days, and generally burning the candle at both ends. I'm pretty much over it.

We've also been biking pretty much every day.

Tomorrow I'm taking the day off from l-friend and Jill be hiking with H-friend (hiking and nature friend) st her place tomorrow and then I have my appointment with my therapist. A whole lot has happened since he last saw me. I'm almost afraid to tell him about the changes with L-friend.

My chickens are all still hanging in there as of tonight, and I haven't lost any of the birds I was able to find the night of the slaughter. I had a fox audience ask was pulling out my car to drive to my night time quarters. Not shy at all.

Do, it's late again and I'm falling asleep again. Sleep well!

[JksD]

Phoebe, hope you're in a restful sleep tonight!

[SH_]

One busy body of a hot Gal you have been.
Good for keeping the mind off of things.
Please do stop and rest a bit as physically you will need it as no amount of busy will benefit if the poor old body becomes exhausted.
Now I know you are a big girl and know your limits, but so few hours of sleep and so much work work work and the math tends to equal empty gas tank at some point.

Balance. That is all that I am encouraging. Balance my dear Phoebe.

I'm sending you some positive vibes and karma to help keep your tank topped of a bit longer.

Hope all your chicks are healing well.
And you my sweet chick, be sure and get in a good nights rest, Okay?
Promise me will ya?

(((((Phoebe)))))

[SH_]

Drive by hug for my dear sweet Phoebe.

(((((Phoebe)))))

[Phoebe]

OMGoodness. Just wrote a huge post and then my phone ran out of juice and shut down. When it powered back up, of course it was all gone. Drat.

I'll work on it tomorrow. Hi to Grl and my dear SH.

Lots going on here.

[Phoebe]

So... the trip to my other house didn't work out as planned. At all. I wrote all about it in that post that went up in digital flames, and I don't have the stomach to type it all out again quite yet.

Suffice it to say that it's been a difficult day, just one of those downward roller coaster rides. I saw my therapist again on an urgent basis and there was plenty to discuss. Can I just say that this doctor has gone so far above and beyond for me that it is crazy??? I sent him a text after midnight last night asking to see him again, and when I woke up at 9, he had already gotten gotten back to me with an appointment time. Every time I leave his office he reminds me to call if I need to, and he really means it. Twice now he has talked me though really difficult episodes, once was on a weekend.

I'll go into the details in my next post, but I know a lot more now than I did before, and none of it is good. I kind of felt numb all day, and not because I was upset by what I found, but more that I realized just what kind of person I am married to, and I had no idea.

I hope that everyone is doing well.

[SH_]

I hope your day went better for you today, my dear Phoebe.

(((((Phoebe)))))