Like you i have to snuff out all hope too. The only way i can do that is live my own life like she doesnt exist or passed away or whatever. Be cordial and pleasant when i have to contact her but otherwise i am a widower.

Enjoy the UFC fights, have some bro time. Fist bump.

Me31 W31 M11yrs S6yrs
23Mar16-BD
9Apr16-W admitted EA w boss.
27Jun16-W Changed job and promised NC w OM.
14Jul16-Continued contact w OM.Start of Separation.
24May17-Divorced.