Overall a better day until I saw a video he posted on Facebook and there she was! frown It was only a glimpse but she was standing right beside him while he did his fake laugh. Enough about him! My anger is really taken hold. I stomped around the house, by myself, yelling and crying. Then I did the feel, accept, move on from IC and mindfulness. It helped.
Was it wrong to be quieter with WH when he got home with D16? I didn't make physical contact or kiss good night as I had been. He deserves no such attention for being at this birthday party with IT, what I call OW.


Me54 WH48
S18 D16
M 22 T 24
EA-PA-EA 2011-2015
Separated 10/14 - 06/15
BD1 02/14
BD2 05/16
BD3 08/21/16 and began drinking again
Working on me and liking me again