Picked up the kids after work, made them dinner and we played for most of the evening. Overall, we had a pretty great time and they didn't want to go home. I simply dropped them off at my wife's house and we barely said much.

It's hard to think that she doesn't feel any guilt or remorse over our situation. It's hard to think that she doesn't miss me or miss what could have been. I know I mss the woman I love but I'm slowly able to see that she really did neglect me after the kids were born and it saddens me to think that this could have all been avoided. I wish I felt otherwise, but I'm not exactly hopeful that I'll be able to trust again or find love again... and it hurts me to know that the hopeless romantic I once was is probably gone forever.

M: Late 30s W:Late 30s
S: 4 D:2

Known: 19
Together:8
Married:5

ILYINILWY: 8/2015
EA: Confirmed 9/2015, Started 8/2015?
PA: No evidence, W Denies
D: Planned for Spring 2016