Well I haven't posted in a long time been working on myself and trying my best to DB.
Last night I hit a massive set back that may lead to divorce.
So I found this page the day after my W walked away, so I never went through the pursuing phase or pleading I went straight to DBing. It's been just on 6 months now since then and not a single word spoken about or MR other than the day she left I asked if we could do counseling she said in a month or 2 if we both want hat we can.
Throughout the 6 months my wife has been close by calling and texting daily, coming over and hanging out with me and our D and I genuinely thought I was doing the right things.
Last night out of no where when she was picking up D she hit me with I need to tell you something, I knew straight away it was bad and my heart sank. She has started seeing someone else and has been for 6 weeks. I am now at rock bottom all the work I have done on myself everything just feels numb. I've been hit hard for the second time in 6 months. The thing was my W seemed genuinely surprised that k was hurt. I think by my acting as if I was fine was so good she actually thought I was over her and wouldn't care. After last night she now knows the truth as I couldn't hold back any longer.
I don't even know why I'm saying all this I don't know where to go from here.
ME- 31 W-25 T-5 M-3 D2 ILYBNILWY and moved out - FEB16 W seeing someone else - JUL16
