First post here...just starting to GAL and 180.

[Buxom]

I had a very busy and emotional day on my own in the city. My breast cancer art group met and they are usually very supportive but yesterday e everyone seemed to be talking AT each other and not to one another. I stayed silent until questioned and even then I was cut off with one of their stories. I left early. Self preservation.
Then lunch and reading before IC. I finally talked more about me than WH and realized how much I have put him and others first. Sad!!
I did not want to go home as WH would be there for supper so I sat at the end of the runway at the airport for 2.5 hours watching planes take off directly over me. Loved it. I read and checked in here too in between.
Then travelled two hours home and went to my drumming group 7-9. It was relaxing and felt a bit better about going home. I hate going home to the withdrawn WH and no PT. He was quiet but then started to talk about weekend plans (his) and then suggested we see the new star trek movie Friday. He also talked about his week off and suggested I move my surgery date so the week was completely off and we could go to his dad's for a few days. I had forgotten this week was his holidays. It's the week up to and including our 22nd anniversary.
I feel like I am talking too much again but not really sharing about me. This morning he asked about a charge at the car dealership. I explained, nothing to hide, but again likely gave too much detail. Is that wrong??