Have to keep making the changes

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“Fear is not real. The only place that fear can exist is in our thoughts of the future. It is a product of our imagination, causing us to fear things that do not at present and may not ever exist. That is near insanity. Do not misunderstand me danger is very real but fear is a choice.” Will Smith

G, please stop the insanity.
Are you seeing an IC?
Have you seen an MD about AD's?
Are you seeking out actionable things to implement for your mindset?

Look up the Ted Talk Why you don't get what you want; it's not what you expect by Jennie Vilhauer
Look up the Ted Talk When your mind works against you by Ted Powell
Look up the Ted Talk Emotional First waif by Guy Winch

For crying out loud G!! It is way past time that you do something different than you have been doing for so long and get yourself together.
No more victim mentality.
It is time to create a Victors Mentality.

Look up Brendon Burchards You Tube vid about analysis paralysis.
He points out one of the reasons you get trapped in that analysis paralysis mode is, Selfishness.

It is time to stop looking at yourself and start looking outward to whom you can serve.
Lets start with serving your children. How are they going to learn to be self confident if daddy is moping around about life. How are they going to get the things they need from a loving father if you are always down on yourself.
I am not telling you anything new here, you know there is only one thing in this universes that you can control and that is you!
Your attitude, your actions your thoughts.
No more sitting around saying, "I hope I can get to a good place" "I hope I can do it" "I hope someone will love me"
It is time to say "I will get to the good place" "I will do it", "I will love myself".

Get it together man!!!!

No more 2x4's for you my friend. You have become immune to them. This is a sledgehammer that is meant to knock you out so you can wake up with amnesia about all that you are letting stay in your mind and defeat you.

Get up and do something about your situation. DO something about you!

Peace be with you my friend. There are people counting on you. Don't let them down.