I hear you, job. I really do. As much as I tried and tried to convince myself to not have expectations, they were there. I listened, but pushed for clarification. He has created a personality for me, complete with warped versions of stories that are semi-real and always explained through the lens of my dislike for him. Every introverted thing I did, silly thing, fearful or even rule following thing that I did that went against how he thought things should go were because I was either using it to set up blaming him later or to tell him he was wrong or just show my dislike of him. I cant smile and be light through that. He even talked of how I tried on 15 different outfits and made us 20 minutes late to everything...I'm always 5 minutes early because I'm too shy to walk in late! I don't know who he was talking about...but that used to be his dads complaint about his mom.
I'm done. I have a life to live. Who knows what the future will hold. I still love him, but I HAVE to drop the rope. DONE.
M-51 H-54 2D-27 and 25 M-26 yrs Bombshell and IHS 7-29-15 He moved out 10-3-15 D filed 1-27-16 D final 10-27-16
